Just leave me alone

To anyone who reads this
I will already be gone
I told you all so many times
I want to be alone

I can't stand how you try
So hard to help me out
All you do is mess things up
I'll do this without a doubt

I'll slit my wrists and leave
Everything in this world behind
It won't matter anymore
I won't be on your mind

Don't shed a tear for me
I'm not worth the time
I can't help everyone with
Their problems in a rhyme

I help you out, but not myself
And i wander why I'm depressed
You messed with my head
And with it good you messed

You told me i was no good
And that no one cared
I opened up my feelings and
With them, the world i shared

I'm done trying to help you
I'm done trying to help me
I am just done trying
I want to die, don't you see?

Last time I tried, I didn't die
Because someone wants me alive
And with the knowing of that
With my pain I will thrive

This time I will succeed
That I promise you
I'll hang myself by the noose
Until my face is choking blue