I can't stand to look in the mirror
at this stranger that I used to know
Once a happy, bubbly girl
now my face bares not a glow.
I feel I have nothing left to live for
I've lost my one, true friend
This person once made me so happy
I thought our friendship would never end.
My family has noticed the hurt in my voice
all the pain is reflected through my eyes
They try to tell me that it will be okay
but I refuse to believe their lies.
My family hears me cry at night
and it hurts them to see me this way
I don't want my family to hurt
so I try to hide my pain during the day.
But it's so hard for one girl
to hide all of that pain
Just knowing this was all my fault
is what makes me so ashamed.
I should've never let our friendship
slip away so easily
It's like there's a lock on my heart
but I can't seem to find the key.
I have no one to talk to
no one who understands
I was always so happy around her
after all, she was my best friend.
I'm trying to move on with my life
but I want my best friend back so bad
I miss all the laughs we shared
I miss the friendship that we had.
So hopefully when she reads this
she'll see how bad I feel
And how, without our friendship
it's so hard for me to deal.
