Why is it that i think about you all the time and i know that you probably don't think about me? i love you so much.. I'm crazy about you and the secret sex that we have is great...but i feel bad because i talk to your girlfriend sometimes and i love her she is so sweet.. and i don't know why i let this happen every time Jared.. i know that the only reason that you do it is probably just for a piece of as* .. ya i know we have done more that i can count on both my hands and i like it.. but it cant keep going on like this because as much as i like you.. after we do it you are always like don't tell no one and you are mean to me and i don't know.. after we bone.. all i can do is think about you and how much i want to be with you and have you call me and tell me that you love me and call me your baby! i want you cant you see that? i have kind of faced the fact that we will probably never be a couple and i do have this new friend with benefits that yes you did see us together because i called my friend and you answered and was all like who's that guy your with and why are you with him and wheres he from and stuff like that.. maybe there is a little part of you that does kind of care about me! i hope there is! i love you so much! i have so much more to say about you but thats it for now! bye baby i love you so much!
