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by BLaCK_RoSeS Jun 23, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about death
I used to be happy and i used to love life but when i turned thirteen i turned to the knife when high school began i started to like you then we went out i couldn't believe it was true after you dumped me you began to tease make up rumors about me and followed me like a disease one rumor just went too far and soon everybody knew all the girls believed it and the pain just grew and grew but when one of my best friends agreed with what you said i grabbed the knife, began to cut while thoughts were filling up my head the next day i went to school everyone saw what i did they saw the bloody cuts which i carelessly hid all my friends told me off and told me not to do it again but they couldn't see what i felt all the sorrow and the pain you knew what i had done but you laughed without a care the you said something something that i couldn't bare i ran home and grabbed the knife i began to bleed like before but i cut too deep, popped a vein the blood began to bleed more and more i fell to the floor, closed my eyes i slowly whispered my last goodbye bleeding inside and outside, i died all because of rumors and lies.