*~hey i know its long, but its worth reading, i really love this poems, and it is one of my best ones! i think if you read it then you will love it to...don't let the length stop you from reading it!!!~*
when you pulled up in the green ford Mustang,
my heart began to race,
and he next thing i knew,
there we were standing face to face
for the first time ever,
i didn't know what to say,
you were everything i imagined,
i always dreamed about that day
i wondered what you were thinking, were you disappointed, thinking, you were wrong?
was i the girl you thought i was?
did you regret asking me to prom?
when you gave me that long lasting hug,
it sent amazing chill down my spine!
i couldn't help but to smile,
because at that moment
i realized you were finally mine!!
we went for a ride,
to get the awkwardness out,
i could feel it was going to be a wonderful night,
i felt this way without any doubt
when i asked if i was what you expected,
and you simply replied yes and so much more!
my heart began to dance,
i knew it was you, i would forever adore
we went to dinner,
but before we ate, we got our pictures done,
it wasn't long before we left,
only so we could have our own fun!!
first we went to change,
because we both knew what we were fixing to do,
with that in mind,
my excitement grew and grew!
although i should have been nervous,
because i knew it would be my first,
to me it seemed, you were thinking twice,
so i started expecting nothing but the worst.
but then it finally happen,
you asked if i was ready,
i softly kissed your lips,
then my eyes you began to study
it seemed my heart was burning,
hotter than the sun,
i felt as if that every moment,
we united and became one,
when it was all over,
i could feel it in my heart,
that this was just the beginning,
to a wonderful start!
that night was the best,
it went better then i thought,
it was so obvious to me,
you were the one i loved a lot
before i knew it, it was time for me to leave,
i really wasn't ready to say goodbye,
but i knew it had to be done,
and that made me cry
the whole ride home,
you were all i thought about,
the emptiness i felt inside,
made me want to shout
now that I'm home,
all i can do is wonder if it's still the same,
you say you still love me,
but all i feel is pain
we used to sit and talk for hours, but now you are constantly saying you have to go,
i ask you to stay just a little longer,
and your answer is always no!
i don't know if you realize it or not, but we are slowly drifting apart,
the more i think about it,
the more it breaks my heart!
i don't know if you can see,
all the pain your putting me threw, I'm so hurt and confused,
and i really don't know what to do!
i still love you,
the question is do you still love me,
tell me, Jared,
how do you want it to be?
