I love that! I always thought "Darling" was such a cute term for the one you love! Great write! Whoever she is, I hope she sees the real you and that she sees you falling...Hopefully she'll catch you!

Ah yes, I can totally relate with this one. You are really poetic and romantic, how could this girl noot love you;) The last phrase is the best in my opinion.

"But when i look back, the stairs are no longer there
all i can do is plummet, or move straight ahead instead."

It is so true, I have had so many situations where I've left someone because they werent in my eyes 'perfect' and i simply dont regret any of it, because i know there is someone amazing waiting out there that suits me perfectly and that i see eye to eye with. That, is love, and all these other bricks of life are the building blocks of future relationships. They all lead up to that perfect 'one' that is why i move on after break ups.
Great job!!

Ana*