For these are my tears

Drips of self hate, why do you lie
balls of anger, ready to jump out
swells of misery, i want to die
For these are my tears

all the hate you ever made
every knife you twisted
oh these will never fade
For these are my tears

every dagger you'll ever need
i'll never block them out
and i will still continue to bleed
For these are my tears

and every time you made me die
and every time you laughed
i'll always try to find out why
For these are my tears

laugh all you want now
hate me as much as you care for
and i will always wonder how
For these are my tears