No way out

Am just wanting to fade away
just to be gone without a trace.
To get away from who I'm
am scared n feel afraid
in this world at this time.

It seems everything i touch
i seem to break
why can't i get myself out of this big hole that am in.

It's getting deeper and deeper and the light is fading away,
Theres noway out
whats only left to do
is drown in my own thoughts of hurt, pain and regret.

I feel am going insane
Scared to trust,
to reach out for that much needed helpful hand.

No where to turn
feel i have to suffer with this hurt.
Am dieing inside,
am screaming for a release.

No ones there to hear my much needed cry of help.
People look and turn away,
thinking that am ok.

Take the time to look deeper into what i say.
pick up the key words i drop everyday.
This is my way of saying that am at breaking point.

I'm locking myself away,
braking away only to be with myself.
Thats where i feel safe
am sick of the hurt, pain
thats running through my head.
I just want it to go away..