One\\\'s Promised

My essentiality is in contingency
I was bathing in sin y'all
I should have seen the signs Painted all over the walls
My conviction, disposition, impulse, Inclination
Was to neglect your benefaction
As I continued to fall

Lacking is what I've been
In my train of thought
Invulnerability from my dark world For you is all i sought
But hatred, loathing, and disgust For my irresponsible actions
Is all that it brought
From your reactions

My mind was in malignancy
You know what i mean
Poisoned
By the toxins i was imbibing
Learning life's lessons
Which no one could teach
This deep into the future
I could not reach

Acquisition of my rationality
Finally made me see
My own mistakes
More incontrovertibly

Supreme love
That's what i should have given you
Unadulterated, sweet love for you
I wasn't fit back then
But I'm dexterous now
I'm ready to give my unconditional
Love to you

Forevermore in my benevolence
Is where you'll remain
Swinging on my heart strings
It's your favorite place to play
My souls been tinged
With a shade of black so stained
But i know your sweet love
Will be enough to expurgate it away

We're soul mates
Compelled to be together
One's Promised
Foreordained to be together
Every things falling into place
With you girl I'm falling into
Sweet grace