Just A Bit Of Nothing

Just A Bit Of Nothing "

What can I say, What should I do?
My mind says go, my heart says stay.
Oh love where fore art thou.
In the sky or in the sea.
Or in the heavens?
where or where be thee?
Oh my love show me where I can go
I want to stay in love today, tomorrow.
Forever!!! till my body finds its self turned to the dust of
which it was and shall remain.
Show me my soul let me fling it from me. never have I used it.
It never was nor shall be. Come forward the day take me away.
From here and from there.
Tell me from when, To where? Who's to know wanting to
be. Could be you could be me.
Or even that, yes???
Or maybe a path, Or maybe a road.
Ha.. No beginning, no end.
Funny?
Sad?
Not even!
So much more it is and shall be.
It has been grown more and more from me.
Lost then found. how? Shouldn't say
Wouldn't say
Couldn't say
When?
why today!!
Who cares, let it rain
on me
on you....
Really it does help ease the pain.. Hurt I say
You say where?

Here I say
You say where??
I say badly.
You not a care.

Finally it flies away and away. You wish it back.
You want it to stay.
But no its over.
Like the last day of summer
or even the final minute of yesterday.

........Then came Saturdays morning going to
leave with a friend. Its visions still with us
though not as much so.

Still its loving you for awhile.
Or even till the very bottom of existence comes up to
meet the very top of reality.
And I am left at last free to care, Free to live,
Free to love,
And finally,.

. Free to be me ...

1968