Would you like me to say,
that I swallowed a bunch of pain killers,
and passed out?
Would you like to say,
that I cut and almost killed myself?
Would you like me to say,
that I beat myself up,
or that I got raped,
or I starve myself on purpose?
No matter what I say,
It's not gonna change
anything.
No matter if I say,
I blame myself,
or not,
Nothings going to change.
For the fact,
everything happened
because of me