I try not to feel what I feel because it can’t be right
But I must
I beg not to read too much into what you say
But I must
I scream at the walls to resist picking up the phone
But I must
I feel dead inside and it’s all because of you
I can’t forget you – your face, your voice
It haunts me when I close my eyes
I can’t turn off the light because you haunt my thoughts
But I must
I must sleep, I must get up in the morning
I must fight this, but I can’t
I think I love you
I know I’m obsessed
Paraphernalia on my walls
All of you
All for me
All for you
I want to not feel jealous
But I must
I see others talking to you, I resist screaming
But I must
I see you laughing and it drives me nuts
Because you exist
So do I
Because you breathe
So do I
I’d follow you anywhere
I want to run away
But I mustn’t…
