Our Goodbye

My life has changed after I met you.
Month after month memories were made
things had gotten good.
From the tape recorder to the flying bible to the for my future wife talk
to confirmation shoes to nights at the movies to chicken pot pies.
Who would have thought one little disturb moment could ruin it all?
Our friendship was golden, you could never find another one like it,
no matter hard you tried.
I sat crying on my bed every night after every fight.
Looking around the room noticing all the small things
from the shoes, to the balloon to the ticket stubs
that you used to help crack me a smile.
Wondering how could one phone call that
was to solve a problem, just make a big mess?
Months that followed letting the problem get worse. killed me deadly inside.
Eventually letting ourselves forgive and letting our friendship build back.
How could the tower of our friendship be nearly build up, then having it fall over again.
You had to put your on the wrong block and screw up our creation once again.
Didn't you?
With that one little mistake you made.
Brought back the memories of harsh words and sleepless nights you gave me.
I hate myself for being so nice hearted to you and for caring about you a lot as well as our friendship.
I hate you for your wise decision you made.
Shooting the arrow right into the tower and claiming you victory.
Your victory of having to end our friendship.
Not listening to what I have to say first.
Our memories fade as this pain goes on.
I pack up things around the room that remind me of you
Sticking the box into an isolated corner of my room.
I wished every day that this day would never come.
I was wrong and after a while it came
The hardest day,
letting you go...