Goodbye

(i am a really bad writer but if someone could comment and vote so i can see what i have to work on ...it would mean sooo much to me)
As I sit here with tears streaming down my face,
I take these pills hoping that i can leave this place,
hoping i can leave this place of sorrow,fear, and hate,
knowing that the pills i took will quickly make my fate,
so as i sit here and wait for the pills to take effect,
i write a letter to all the ppl who's lives i had wrecked,
so i will sit here and wait to die
because in these letters was my final goodbye

it doesn't really have a beginning like my other poems but i hope that you like it