I

I lay here,
alone and abandoned
I scream,
yet everything feels so empty
I cry,
my skin embeds itself with water
I cut,
I feel relived for just a while
I am jealous,
for what reason, I don't know
I am selfish,
I steal all the depression
I am wrong,
Why go through this?
I am captivated,
by the though of the outside world
I hate you,
you were my world
I despise you,
you crushed my heart
Yet I love you,
I am nothing without you