Abused Betrayal

I used to look to you my light
Lost in a daydream world without fear
Time slipping by without a whim
So happy from the innocence within

The years though so precious short
Carefree days descended into a nightmare
You sent me away from your care into despair
Into the abusers waiting arms

I never understood it, but I knew it was so wrong
As all my days passed, all so long
They slowly stripped all of what was me, so gone
Pulled to pieces... indecently dissected and in shame
Each night returning home all the more insane

For all my tears and whimpering alone in this dark horrendous world
You did not hold me, you did not even try to console me
I tried to tell you all their crimes, but you just told me that I was so full of lies!
So I returned back to my room to dwell and so alone I cried

No one believed that this could be
To this child no one could see
The innocence and life they took from me
In their Sick and Twisted cacophony

Years passed before I could escape
This senseless malicious fate
To many times I fell apart
I didn't know even where to start

So I Loose myself in a song at twilight
Will you come and save my life again tonight?
A simple thing I ask thats right in this life could you?
Just hold me... like my own mother wouldn't do
And help me let go this poison pain, that haunts this empty soul

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It's taken me 18 years to be brave enough to give even an in cling of all the bad things I just cant begin to talk about in my life, the fear silences you... I want to thank everyone for being so kind as I let this small part go so I may try to move on.