Every night I have cried and every night I have tried to keep these tears back and as my eyes start to crack I feel the anger of being weak I can feel it as it starts to wreak but I sigh because I know I truly am I know I may one day lose him and I watch my dreams fall from my eyes knowing my dreams are but lies diamonds fall and shatter my hearts stopped it's pitter patter I can still see his eyes in the pieces and my love for him still never ceases my pillow cold and wet holding tight as I still fret I hold my dreams close still sometimes I just wish... staring at that pillow my eyes are dry but I'll still try I catch every tear I've shed for you because when I do see you I want to show you it's true...
*this aint mine but i loved it and it fit what im going through perfectly!*
