Taking care of Jealousy

I know this is kind of bad
because we are best friends
you might not realize it
but i got mad at you again

i was just aggravated
not really mad
because i was never to cry with you
when you were so sad

only because i knew
if i cried i wouldn't quit
so i waited till you were through
to take care of all this

we got saved each again
both the same week
but at different times
because it took me longer to find what i seek

then another subject
passes through my mind
you get all the fun boys
i get 1 of a kind

so many guys want you
I'm told me to
but you just seem more open to them
i let in only a few

its because I'm scared
of what could happen again
that happened to both of us
we deal with them

you get mad at guys for wanting you then me
when I'm just personality
why can't they see

you have all the looks
thats what i think
we both have a talent
but to guys our talents stink

i get the sweet ones
you get all the fun
you also get the stupid ones
i get the "one"

i hate that you kissed them
all 4 that week
My best friend do you know what that makes you look like
something other than a freak

you're going to get hurt
we both are don't you know?
all these guys say they want us
and something else we don't show

we should make a deal
that we never fight over a guy
because we both know where we'll end up
and we both know why

I'm so sorry I'm full of jealousy
over something as stupid as this
but then again you've never seen me
with a guy and our kiss

you have so much going for you
quit playing dumb
because you now exactly what you're doing
with those guys acting numb

again I'm really sorry
for letting you know this way
deep inside i know you'll forgive me
eventually understand one day