We were the bestest of friends
We did everything together
We promised we’d be best friends forever
People said it was weird that a boy and girl could be so close
And not have feelings for each other
We never saw each other like that
You were like my brother
Until you got a girl
And I slowly faded out of your world
I didn’t understand
You never even dated
I was your best friend
Until she came
Now I can easily see the end
You never talk to me anymore
You don’t call me
We don’t hang out
And I’m actually getting jealous
She’s taking all your time
And ironically
I’m wishing you were mine
Feelings are coming through
That I’ve never felt for you
I’m starting to do things
I would never do
I call just to hear your voice and hang up
There’s a gap in our friendship that just opened up
I’m starting to like you more than a friend
I’m having strong feelings and I can’t pretend
I guess I didn’t realize what was in front of me
Until someone took it
And all I feel is jealousy
How do I tell my best friend I like him?
Especially when he loves his girlfriend?
I felt the right thing to do was tell you
You were shocked and I can’t blame you
But you said some things you didn’t have to
You said you would never think of me like that
And that you’d never leave you girl
How could you do me like that?
I thought we would be friends until the end?
And you didn’t make it easy on me
You said I ruined the friendship
Because you couldn’t see me
We had a deep kinship
And it was lost easily
All because my stupid feelings
I lost my best friend
And my love
I just want my friend back
Is that too much to ask?
I ruined “us”
I ruined “ya’ll”
But I honestly I don’t care about ya’ll
I ruined something that would have been with me until the end
And most of all I lost my best friend
