I love you dearly, but I don't know. It has been 2 weeks and 3 days, and you are my first boyfriend. You get mad and upset about some things that I am still learning about being a girlfriend. I am sorry for anything I did, do or may do wrong. Please understand. You try to force me to do things, and I don't like that. That is not the type of person I am. You and I are totally different types of people. You do a lot more than I do, you have a lot more expierence, and you expect more! That hurts me when you treat me badly because of that, and you may not realize it! You told me that your family thinks we are going out, but you tell them that we are not, yea, that makes me feel nice. You tell me you are getting paid to go out with me, that makes me feel real good. You call me a lot of bad things, just breaking me down inside, that HURTS! I know you don't realize it hurts, that is why I am telling you now. You say sorry for the stuff you say sometimes, but not always. Please understand this letter, and not get mad or upset or anything like that at me, and understand where I am coming from. I am still learning! I am sorry! I love you! ~Your Girlfriend~