Before and After

I know its been a long time
since we talked about it
but i know its there
i can feel it
i try to hide the way i feel but
with one look into your eyes
i wanna spill my feelings out there for you to see
i wanna hold you tight in my arms
so i can feel my heart beat again
and remember how to breath
even if i say no
doesn't mean i don't feel the same way
and think about it everyday
i hear your voice on the phone
and think about you even more then before
you have captured my heart
in ways i cant even explain
i know you want us to be together
and for me to feel the same
but love just doesn't always go your way
i hope one day this everlasting love will be this way

i still think about it Ar