ToO YoUnG

by MissGem   Jun 24, 2005


I’m too young for this
I can hardly understand
I don’t even cross the road
Without someone holding my hand

I can’t get out of bed
I don’t cook or clean
God, did this to me
Why is he so mean?

I’m only fifteen
Yeah, see I’m still a little kid
I never admit to anything
So I don’t get in trouble for something I did

I am young and stupid
Like so many of us are
Course we’ll make mistakes
But one day we’ll get far

Two months ago
So long ago it seems
An unbelievable nightmare
I still wish it was a dream

Ashamed, I stayed quiet
Not a word have I said
Although I will not do it
I just wish I was dead

You see I’m having a baby
And I just don’t know what do
I’m still a little kid
Everyone knows that’s true

I can’t do anything on my own
But I cannot be afraid
My boyfriend didn’t love me
He only said it to get laid

So alone I will stand
Someday my parents will forgive me
I had so much hate
Resentment to this baby

But I now know I will love him
I’ll do the best I can
We’ll grow up together
And I will always have his hand

I know it will be hard
Because I still break down and cry
But I am the only one
So I just can’t say good-bye

I’m the only one who’ll stay
And he’s the only one I have
I’m too young to be a mother
But now I understand

With my heart broken
And my tears left to dry
I will love my baby
Wipe every tear from his eye

I know it sounds bad
But it’s what I have to do
I will be a good mother
I’m the only one who thinks that’s true

Only two more weeks now
And I have to do it on my own
But now I’ll have my baby
And I’ll never be alone

I’m sorry that he won’t have a dad
I’m more afraid than ever
I will be a good mother
I will love my son forever.

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