My Nightmare Begins Here

My nightmare begins here.
Drenched in all my Abnormal Fears.
Begins with the shaking, then follows the whiteness of my skin
Then seeps out the anger that tortures me from within

Shaking violently, trying to self control,
Your meant to be dead, And the room becomes cold.
Are you back for me, cause i forgot you, do you want Revenge?
What do you want from me my long lost friend?

When we were little girls, we were walking home,
And your home is were we got, and we found we were not alone.
In your house was a angry looking man,
And this man started to give out demands.

The demands were dirty and they started to get really cruel
And his dirty desires, he made you and me fulfill.
We both thought f**k it, and started to run..
And one of us he grabbed for, and pulled out the gun.

A life was ended, as i ran out the open door and screamed
I screamed for help, wishing it was all a dream..
But it wasn’t, my friend was dead, and i made it out alive
The man made it to, and my spirit was deprived

But now here again, you stand at the end of my bed
And i think back of when you died, as it runs over again through my head.
I’m sorry i did not help you, I wish i could turn back time
My life was not worth living, He should of taken mine

Hey, I\'m not sure if i should of stuck this in explicit, but it still is dark.. thanks for reading it