As time goes by

As i lye here cold and depressed
I cant help but wonder what i did wrong
as i get older i find it harder and harder to trust anyone
just when i think every-things alright you push me down
as time goes by i find myself getting more and more depressed by the minute
you took my love for you and tossed it out of your life
everyone tells me its going to be OK
but when
when will this stop
i just want to die
as time goes by i get even more angrier
i used to believe that i was someone
i used to love being here on this earth
i try so hard
and all i get is more depressed
all i see is darkness
as time goes by my life keeps on fading away and i have no where to turn
i run and all the doors keep closing on me
we used to be so close
now your just another Memory gone down
as time goes by i am getting closer and closer to my death
whats left to live for
i have no one
you destroyed the only love i had left inside
my heart keeps on breaking
as time goes by my tears begin to fall on the floor like a rain on a stormy night
as time goes by my dreams and hopes are disinegrating
i thought i knew what love was
you made me believe i was everything to you
and then you left me sad and lonely
as time goes by i find myself asking why
why cant i get it right
when will all this pain go away
i lye here in a bed full of tears
as time goes by my life begins to slowly fade away

this poem is dedicated to my ex b/f i am sorry i couldn't be what you wanted i tried i gave it my all the more i try the worse things get you cant change me and what i believe so please stop trying i am tired of trying to make you happy and getting nothing but put down for it hopefully by this you will understand how i feel