My heads a mess,
Feeling nothing but stress,
I'm tired of fighting for everything,
Trying to win but always losing,
My life's gone cold,
As my future I attempt to mold,
I'm tired of the difficulty of everything,
Trying to win but always losing,
My friendships feel like they've faded,
I'm looking at the world, my views so jaded,
I'm tired of thinking about everything,
Trying to win but always losing,
My lover seems to expect me to do it all,
He can't pick up a phone just to call,
I'm tired of putting my effort into everything,
Trying to win but always losing,
My family seem to be drifting away,
On a distant cloud where I hope they don't stay,
I'm tired of the change in everything,
Trying to win but always losing,
My future looks dark, lonely, scary and new,
The things I fear most look to come true,
I'm tired of reality, of my fears and having to choose,
Trying to win but in the end I always lose.
