I Love You So Much It Hurts

You make me feel so special, but with emptiness inside
My hole is getting bigger, but you wipe the tears I cried
From the time I saw you, you were special in every way
And even though I love you, it is still impossible to stay
There is a huge gap between us that we simply can’t fill
One that will lay forever, one that won’t live, and only kill
I can’t even get close to you; I can’t be the friend I could
If there was any other way for this, I promise you I would

But it is like every time I see you I feel so weak and bad
And every time we are apart for hours I feel so very sad
I can feel the pain inside and the ache deep in my heart
Of how you will always be so close but so very far apart
I love you so very much; you are so special I can’t explain
No matter how much time passes, nothing will help the pain
Because I have a friend out there who I love but I can’t see
There is still so much to mend right in between you and me

I feel you been with me forever, always been up and around
Whenever I was feeling lonely, I was lifted from the ground
I will always be thinking of you, when I finally say good bye
And when I sit to remember there will be a tear in my eye
For I love you so much, that the pain is more than I can bear
And even though I will leave you, the love will linger there
If we are meant to live together with the company we need
Then our blossomed flower will grow from this tiny seed

I promise I will come across you again, one day very soon
Then we can sit and talk together, and lay under the moon
But I love you so much that I don’t have the strength to stay
Because here you are so close to me but so very far away

So even though this is goodbye, I know that my love is true
That one day I will be happy and it will all be down to you

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Maybe this doesn't belong in the "I Love You" section...but I didn't find anything as close to "Confused Love" or something like that...Thank you for reading, even though it was not great.