Throw the window i look
that little book i took
it had things about me
all the times i tried to flee
this life of mine i tried to take
but in this book its looks like a life that will make
make me for what i am supposed to be
not a girl tring to flee
i don't succeed in dying
from the life that should be flying
i look at the book that glows
the idea of my life just grows
in that book is what is to become
maybe after all, i am not this scum
i think of myself a none
i think of my life ending with a gun
but looking at this book
my whole life took a shook
i shouldn't die after what i had seen
for one day i might be queen
that book told me what would happen if i were to stay alive
in that hole i swear i wont dive
that book will change my life
and I'll never have to go back to that knife