No, I don’t cry on the outside anymore,
It’s not worth the pain in her eyes.
So I’m drowning in my tears,
I’ve got a good disguise.
I wonder if she can see it,
In these hurtin’ blue eyes.
No, I can’t sleep anymore,
I’m up all night thinkin’ of you.
I don’t know how to make up,
For everything I’ve put you through.
I’m sorry for the pain,
I’m sorry for the cuts.
Can you forgive me again?
No, I don’t stand tall anymore,
I can’t be strong,
My back is breaking under this heavy load,
And no one knows what’s wrong.
I never knew it would be such a long road,
Or I never would have started this journey.
No, I’m not strong.
No, I can’t breathe anymore,
Life took my breath away,
It’s killing me slowly,
Can’t make it through the next day.
It hurts to say this,
Will you miss me when I’m away?
Oh no, Here I am once again,
Torn into pieces,
Can’t deny it, Can’t pretend.
Is this the end?
I told you my life story,
Let you into my head,
For once in my life,
Everything felt right.
Now all that’s left of me,
Is what I pretend to be.
So together, but so broken inside
\'Cause I can\'t breathe
No, I can\'t sleep
I\'m barely hangin\' on
Swallow me, spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
No, beyond a shadow of a doubt,
It’s all my fault.
Seeing you, it kills me now
No, I don\'t cry on the outside…Anymore...
Can you see it in these hurtin’ blue eyes?
