I'm lost in a nightmare,
of the day that u left,
'i love u' is what i still hear,
even through all the mess.
still lost in the drama,
still drowning in pain,
i'm here in the trauma,
of a loss, not a gain.
tears dont explain just how i feel,
for pain isnt all thats inside of me,
death is more like it,
for without u, i no longer exist.
how can i make u forgive
i admit i was wrong,
i can no longer live,
and i'm only just young.
im a teenager, experiencing the worst,
living the life a widow lives,
i life full of hurt,
with no to give.
is it that hard to love me,
when it hurts u to hate,
u know u still want me,
admit it for heavens' sake.
dont lie about the way u feel,
im here for u,
and u know what we hav is real,
do wats good for u,
please dont end my life,
come back to this person,
and let me be your wife.
