Selfharm? i dont know.

It's your fault, that I'm doing self harm.
You came here with your fancy hair and charm.
You took my breathe away.
Now I'm asking you to stay.

Boy, i really like you, i do.
But know you make me sad and blue.
Girl, i thought you were my friend.
It should have been us till the end.
But when I'm not around.
You make me feel like a clown.
You kiss the guy I'm in love with.
My heart is breaking bit by bit.

Boy, you are confusing me.
How stupid do you think I might be?
You said you were disappointed, when i flirted with the other boy.
Look who's now making me feel like a toy.

Why do you do this.
it's wasn't this way, when you gave me that kiss.

The scars on my arm.
Is for causing self harm.
The new ones, are because of you.
Cuz, now i know, the things you said, were not true.

I cry as i sit here.
I just wanna scream at my fear.
I'm afraid of myself, the voices in my head.
The are telling that i would be better dead.

*comment if you like, i don't care, nothing matters anymore*