Disguise

It’s a wonder I’m still here,
All I want is to disappear.
Go somewhere where I’m accepted,
To do something that isn’t expected.
Find some friends I can keep,
So that I no longer weep.
Have a world for myself,
To be alone and find my true self.
Have someone to talk to,
In my times of need and when I’m blue.
Someone to care,
Someone to help me fare.
Advice I would take if it were good,
But I just am misunderstood.
I’m just different and strange,
Some parts of my life I need to rearrange.
I wish I belonged in this world of lies,
But I don’t, so I wish I could have a disguise.