I'm sitting here all by myself and feeling lonely now
yeah, I'm starting to miss you now
and I knew this would happen
and I knew it was going to sink in sooner or later
I'm numb right now, but its going to start to hurt pretty soon
more like now
I never thought it would happen
never thought it even once
you're gone and I don't know how or why
I don't know anything anymore
but I wish I was gone too
I just wish I was with you
wherever that may be
I'm trying not to think about it
I'm trying not to think at all
Because it only seems to make it worse
I'm trying to understand
how this happened
why this happened
why cant i just let go?
why couldn't you just hold on?
I just can't figure out
where to go from here
