Nothing inside (part 2)

NOTHING INSIDE (PART 2)

Broken inside
This pain I now longer
Have the will to hide,
I am sick of my fake
Smiles and of course
Me fake laugh, my words don’t
Mean a thing because
When you ask me if something
Is wrong and I say it’s nothing
I am fine it’s a lie, cant you see that
In my eyes. I am tired of hiding
How much pain I am in how
My heart aches how I
Feel I lost the person
I was happy being.
I am so sick of crying hoping
Some one will some day see.
But how can they see if they
Never really look at me. how can
Some one say they love me when
They cant tell how hurt I really am,
They should be able to look in my
Eyes and see all the pain I carry within,
But they don’t seem to see so
I guess that I have mastered the skill pretending
So I’ll keep on going on like I am now
No Matter what it does to me because it makes
Everyone else happy as can be,
But what about me?
There still nothing there
my heart is Frozen, it’s
no longer warm
I feel nothing, nothing but
Heart ache and pain
There nothing worth saving
Because I am lost and cry some more

~Ashleigh~

ummm??. this is part 2 of nothing inside tell me what you all think. it mean a lot to me. * i am not sure this is good for part 2 but i want to know what ya all think*