One by one, this blood curdling pain

Watching the world fly past the sun
watching the stars looking at them one by one
watching you walk across the street
watching you blank me, not wanting to meet

I'm not the best person to hurt
I always get revenge but get dragged through dirt
Just to make you feel the pain
The pain in which drives me insane

Blood curdling pain I've been put through
But I know your life is not easy too
The people don't understand my truth
And this pain is one I cannot sooth

Hold me now before I fall
And don't hear again my screams or agonizing calls
He hurt m once he hurt me twice
Then I had to explain it all to be precise

Hurt me, hold me, push me down
Put on my head that full of thorns crown
Make me hurt the way I hurt you
Make sure I don't come through

In the past I've come through life
Picked myself up, walked away with a bleeding knife
That was just to sooth the pain
But now I just want to leave the damn earth plane.

Good-bye, sorry will be the last words I will say
Years gone by, still being alive doesn't come easily,
Its like saying forgive me ten times over
But this heart no longer bleeds