Mommy can you help me please?
i saw this coming still i never knew
how could i have been so dumb
as my body lays here numb
I'm really scared. and i don't know if i will really make it.
mommy i think I'm going to die
so this is my last goodbye!
i knew i could have stopped it but i really thought he was the one.
until that day he told me i was done
my heart is broken as well as my bones all of this done because i thought he was the one.
how could i have known it would get this bad?
i didn't really notice i was getting that sad
i always have my hair covering my face
and mommy its not because of what i told you
if i told you the truth you would have thought i was a disgrace
everything i told you was a lie!
now i know i have to pay but i didn't know my payment would be to die!!
i wish i could go back but i know i never will.
i should have never popped that pill.
i tried to hide from deaths evil eye but somehow it spotted me
so i started to flee
i never knew that deaths grip was that tight
but i was the one who would feel it tonight
do i really deserve this mom?
what did i ever do
to feel this pain and get ripped away from you?
you are my life and you told me from the start
that this guy was the worst
but i just dodged your hateful dart
if i knew it would turn out like this i never would have went.
my life was so badly spent
my chest is closing in now
its time to say goodbye
as i lay here to die
i love you and i always will
here comes deaths chill
please mom at the viewing do not cry.
because it wasn't you who made me die
and make sure he gets put in jail
with out a bail.
or the grave yard will have more women like me
the ones who weren't that smart to flee.
i need to lay my head down now as everything in turning black.
this is the end of my life.
this is my last goodbye
