For My Angel, Zac

I'm so afraid to be myself
Or know just what I am
I'm loosing my touch with every word
But I don't give a damn!

Zac, I do love you
No amount of words could say it better
And no matter how hard I try,
It hurts even when we're together

But you're everything that I want
You're everything that I need.
Every Angel has her flaw
And mine is that I bleed.

But this blood of mine
It floods simply for you
I'm so lost within time
That I dont know what to do

I'd give anything and everything
Just to hold you in my arms
To kiss you and tell you
That I'm so in love with your charm

Everything about you, I love
I never want to leave.
You've made me a better person
You made me believe.

That every bleeding angel
Will one day heal
Erase away the blood stains
And the core is surreal

Zac, my dearest baby
Please believe me when I say
I never wanted to hurt you
But I warned you that day.

I was afraid that I'd fall in love
And the fall would shatter my heart
But I come to realize now,
You've been MY angel from the start.

Please just kiss me and whisper in my ear
That one day when we meet
You'll hold me tight like never before,
You'll knock me off my feet.