Let My Blood Outpour

My red soul flows out my arms, like so many times before.
I slice my legs until the thick red blood outpours.
This blood is thick, like the many things that pain me.
I let it out, I let it drip, like I wish the pain would go.
Immortal soul of mine outpours, as my thickened blood drips away.
I wish I had one more chance, and one more time to live this life, live it better then I have.
Perhaps it would be better,
Perhaps it would be worse.
But I think anything would be better then this mortal curse.
I wish The blood that I outpour would be all of my pain
But I know its not, but I know its the only way.
The only way to free myself, The only way for glee,
Its the only way I can feel alive, feel I can be myself, a little girl so lost.
There is nothing more I wish for, Nothing more I want.
Nothing more I can ask for...Nothing more to live for.
let me see my past
So I can look into the future and forget my pain at last.