Sitting from a far

I'm sitting here quietly watching you from a far.

i wonder if you ever think about what we had and what went wrong.

every time i look into your eyes, i want to melt so deep inside.

i have the hardest time from not running into your arms and crying.

But i have to smile and act like nothing ever happened between you and me.

because as you say you can't live in the past, you have to move on.

so I'm sitting here quietly watching you from a far.

wondering if our memories are flashing through your head like they are doing to mine.

and all i want is you to go through the heartbreak you put me through.

i want you to feel every ounce of pain that i cried.

but yet even though you hurt me so many times.

I'm still in love with you, wishing you were mine.