Thinking of you makes me cry

Thinking of you makes me cry
Do you know how I feel?
I can’t see your face anymore
In fear I will not heal

When people talk about you
I get my memories back
But only the bad ones show
Of how we used to lack

Something special, something’s gone
That’s what you used to say
The flame we once had
Was extinguished with your spray

Your spray of hate and torment
The one I remember well
The spray that split us apart
Why could I never tell?

I was blinded by all my love
But now all is clear
You never loved me
I never got even near

Now I cry my last tear
Too many have been wasted
I sometimes wish we never met
I wish we never dated