Forgive?

Every night i stay up crying
inside I'm slowly dying

why do i keep forgiving,
every day you make me regret living

should i forgive?
another chance should i give?
tell me why,
should i trust you not to lie?

maybe its a good idea if we depart
we could save whats left of our hearts

even if i don't think this ideas the best,
it could lessen the pain i feel deep in my chest

crying in the rain
so no one sees my pain

i don't know what to do
i have so much love for you