You raised me and held me
As if I was your joy
Though then I couldn't see
I was being your little toy
And outlit for your anger
You make me wanna leap
Away from your danger
You touched me deep
Your pushing my away
I tell you whats wrong
But its if I have no say
I wonder where I belong
But I do not stay
I will not be placed
Under this cold knife
I want to leave with no trace
I want to keep this life.
I will not run somewhere
I want you to see
Why I do not cry
You did this to me
You asked me questions
You want to leave
me with this depression
You are my mother
You are no better you see
You are my father
See how you raised me?
With false hopes
I am on my knees
I won't escape with this rope.
Just answer my pleas
I'm standing still.
And time abides
I hold my strong will.
I will not suicide.
