A Messed Up Choice

by Belle   Jun 26, 2005


I have no idea what I’m going to do
Would it be option #1 or option #2?
I had a choice but I just sat and waited
I’ve been enjoying something that I really hated
Thinking this though is way to hard
All this denial has left me so scarred
There’s too much of this, I can’t handle this math
I need to make up my mind and choose a stupid path

Option #1 = I would be so happy
My social life would never again be called “crappy”
All the friendships I’ve made wouldn’t die
Should I spend my last 3 years at Woodbury High?
But if I stay here it’s gonna cost
Everything I’ve worked on my whole life will be lost
I once had this dream to dance and be a star
But I never knew it could be this far

Option #2 = I could do something pretty cool
I could actually have a career at this school
I could be that joyful yet depressed person someday
Dancing and dancing the night away
But do I really want to live with this distress?
That frustrating feeling I can’t express
There must be more to life than this
My dance career I would really miss

I almost feel like flipping a coin
To decide what pathway I should join
Life should be more simple than this shit
I’ve tried so hard but I’m stuck in this pit
Everyone says, “Oh, just follow your heart!”
But my brain takes over once I try to start
Why the hell did I put myself in this position
I hope I don’t end up with the wrong decision

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