Rushing Back

Why does this happen to me?
soon as i am over the person that meant the most to me... I see him again and all the feelings come rushing back like theres no tomorrow, and why is it when he finnaly means nothing to me all the feeling come rushing back and suddenly he means everything and more the reason I'm sad, the reason I'm happy the reason i live and the reason i wanna die... all my feelings for you were gone but they just came rushing back all at once. the hurt the pain the happiness and love, the tears and laughter.. sorrow and guilt, but most of all the confusion came rushing back in a single moment

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