Please Tell Me

Every time I try to help someone
I get hurt in the end
Every time I try to be nice
I'm getting turned down by a friend

Nothing seems to work out for me
Everything goes wrong
I'm tired of having to try to think
About things for so long

No one appreciates my love
Not even my care
No one wants my help
Even when I'm there.

So many things have went wrong in my life
And I don't know what to do
I just want to give up
No more sh*t from you

You can say I'm crazy
You can say I've gone insane
But nothing can compare to this
As my world is surrounded by a flame

I'm sorry for all the hurt I've caused
For all the wrong I've done
I'm sorry if I broke your heart
But no more days in the sun

Now is my time to go
As I see it this day
I'm sorry if you do not want
Me to leave this way.

But things around me are hurting my heart
Tearing up my soul.
I cannot take this anymore
My heart as a big hole.

But then something happened
Something I will regret
I slashed my wrists and made me bleed
Now my destiny is set

But it seems that I was meant to live
Maybe God intended me to?
I know I have unfinished work here
But why make my life blue?

So please tell me that I'm alright
And nothing bad will come
Maybe it will keep up my hopes
Maybe life has won..