When I Look At You
i don't know what to feel
What to think or what to do
I am confused
Torn from my beliefs
Not knowing how to react
Thinking about the past
Wondering About the future
not sure of myself
Struggling to understand
But not having success
Wanting to be with you
But not sure if it's the same
So sitting back is all I can do
Watching what's happing
Right before my eyes
In disbelief
That it could come to this
Or am I blowing it out of proportion
Should I speak up
Or should I keep quiet
Should I let it go on
Or should I end it
But being alone is not what I want
But is the pain worth it
I don't know what to do
Should I ask for help
Or should I let it go
The pain inside is getting worse
With hopes of it to pass
Sometimes I'm happy
Sometimes I'm sad
It's all to confusing
So I just let it go
I let it happen to me
But should I
