I'm so sorry that you have to be put in this situation. It's not fair to you. My personal opinion is, go ahead and meet her... Because maybe one day you will regret that you didn't, and you might not ever get that opportunity again. If you don't like her, that's fine... At least you can say to yourself, I did it... I found out who she was... Do it for you, not anyone else... But remember it is your choice! No one can force you to do anything... Follow your heart, you will never go wrong... Excellent poem by the way... 5/5