Black Skies

How dare the sky turn blue today
I need to see it black and gray
Fitting perfect with how I feel
Something I must still conceal

I feel broken almost insane
How I wish that it would rain
In the rain there is no pain
Freeing me from all my shame

Colors only distract attention
From the reality of pure intention
To the darkness I shall flee
Inside the arms of misery

When the clouds cover the sky
I will feel an incredible high
I wish that it could always be
A blackened sky for me to see