I\\\'M NOT REALLY HAPPY

by dyinginside22   Jun 26, 2005


I'm not really happy
this smile is just a fake
I'm really feeling awful
and regretting my mistakes

this mask is to deceive you
and make you think I'm fine
so when you ask how are you
you'll believe my fake reply

laughs that don't mean anything
smiles that hide the truth
so when you look into my eyes
you wont know what I've been through

this cheap disguise is hiding
who I really am inside
a depressed and lonely girl
sick of living this sad life

I'm not really happy
I'm giving up the fight
I'm breaking down, but I'll pretend
like everything alright

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  • 18 years ago

    by Scream_my_name

    Its just like me, i can really relate

  • 19 years ago

    by Matthew Guitor

    It actually makes me sad. Like "wow poor her" In fact i feel like crying. That im not afraid to admit. But the fact that i dont is what scares me.

  • 19 years ago

    by Rachel

    Amazing poem! This is very very well written. I bet a lot of people can relate to this. Keep up the good work! <3 Ruined

  • 19 years ago

    by **~xoxo~**

    that was really good when i put new poems in u can check those out cuz i need opionions but i have to put them in first.... this was a good poem... 5/5 or u can check out my other poems already in there... if u'd like i would like to know what you thought on some of them... but this poem was truely amazing....xoxox

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