Nightmare of life

I still see his face
I still see how scared I was
How I felt like a baby
How I wanted to wake up

All the thoughts in my head
Kept going around and around
My life
It feels like a horrible nightmare

When will this nightmare stop?
When Will I wake up?
This is a nightmare of life
This is my nightmare of life

I want to forget about everything
I want to put all this behind me
I want this nightmare to be over
I don't want anymore thoughts of this.

But why won't my nightmare of life end?
Why come I won't wake up?
Please someone wake me up
Please don't make me keep having these nightmares.....

My life,
My past,
Just a nightmare
And I want to wake up from it

The pain
The hurtness
Its all a nightmare
Its a nightmare of my life.

The abused,
The hurtness,
The pain
Its all a nightmare I wanna wake up from.

I lay in bed
Crying
Wanting all this to be a dream
But I know its a nightmare of my life

I keep it all inside of me
I try not to let it effect my life
But it does everyday
I can not stop it

Everywhere I turn
I become afraid
Everywhere I go
I become afraid.

The nightmares of my life
It has changed me
It has made me stronger in away
But it also has made me scared of everyone.

Please wake me up
I don't want to be here anymore
I don't want to keep dreaming
Of my nightmares of life!