Seeking the end of the pain
everyday cry in my room
I imagine what it would be like to be happy
in love
those thoughts come and go
just as flowers bloom and wilt
another dark day
in a life time of shadows
the pain is always present
holding the knife to my throat
for I will not do it myself
so many lonely nights
dreaming of her
the one
all overcome by the pain
living this life
is more then depressing at best
Awaking every morning
to nothingness
just to seek the end
